Hearing my name in the morning.

I have decided I am going to start my blog today, as you can see. I have wanted to do so for a while now but was never really inspired to do so. With the end of my junior year so near, I don't want to forget these days.
Let me start with some sappy, I don't want to grow up--ness. I can feel my time in school slipping away and everyday I feel that I have to get more serious. I know that I can do it if I really try, which I have been lately, but its the whole idea that its all slipping away from under me stuff. When I think about my mom or my friends parents, or even looking at teachers and elderly people on the street Im beggining to realize even more that they were once my age. Yeah I know this is common sense but it is an idea that is becoming more real to me. It is always hard for me to explain myself but I'm trying so bare with me. I want to record the rest of my highschool life, just to look back at when I am 99 and I am looking at childern that our my age now. Assuming I live to 99, which is unlikely on my diet of everyyyything unhealthy.

I dont have much to say now, but I am going to try and make this blogging thing work, without being all overly sappy. I dont want to talk about boys and drama, more about life and happiness and the love that fills my heart by the simplest of things. I want to share my experiences trying to make the person I am inside, show on the outside. Which I feel I can be better at doing. Only people who know me closely can truely tell but I doubt any of them will really read this, if I even show it too them. I have lots to do, and I am a big procrastinator. So maybe if I get it all out regularly I will remember. (:
Merry Meet.